Most people do not listen with the intent to understand; they listen with the intent to reply.
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| — | Stephen R. Covey (via ohmoomers) |
| — | Stephen R. Covey (via ohmoomers) |
| — | Joss Whedon (via black-wolves) |
Wish I could say it broke my heart, like you did in the beginning.
Only difference now is I don’t recognize the person looking back at me in the mirror & I don’t understand the monster I’ve grown into.
My skin’s brown and intact still and I feel blood pumping through my veins but my heart no longer feels fresh as it did in the past. It doesn’t feel pure & giving, it feels weak and cold. My mind is often numb and frozen and the things people tell me no longer matters. I have a deep need in me, to tear everything to fucking pieces and watch it burn. I like feeling that satisfaction, of knowing I’ve got control. You’ll never get control over my body anymore, because it died, just like my heart.